G's journal ♥

verlust_g @ 2009-08-06T23:37:00

2009-08-06T15:41:48Z

enjoy! darling's 2 favourite songs

verlust_g @ 2009-08-01T16:50:00

2009-08-01T08:54:01Z

it's the end of each trimester again
the stress is killing me...

verlust_g @ 2009-07-24T17:21:00

2009-07-24T09:24:53Z

I'M SICK
down with flu, cough, sorethroat, headache, nausea, slight fever, body ache
doc said i have symptoms of SWINE!!!
but i doubt i have it cos i'm feeling better after i eat normal medicine!

verlust_g @ 2009-07-12T02:08:00

2009-07-11T18:11:31Z

one more day before school starts
say bye to sheesha, malaysia, drinking, clubbing, l4d
late night outings are my love with yanhan sending me everywhere
and of course redbull! you know right mel
but it's going to be 2 weeks before i can see him in his whole new look of the century
i'm going to sleep early, do work on time and properly (as if)
getting fat now, time to go on my diet plan again

verlust_g @ 2009-07-06T03:51:00

2009-07-05T19:52:49Z

princess yum yum's favourite song!

verlust_g @ 2009-07-03T12:31:00

2009-07-03T04:31:59Z

check this out!

verlust_g @ 2009-07-03T02:23:00

2009-07-02T18:33:29Z

with the effects of dark mocha the previous night, i only managed to catch some sleep at like 5am!
8am received morning call from some naggy person HAHA, thanks!
dragged myself to school at 10 for the quiz, it's quite okay i guess
had ice latte from mac while doing pia's assignment in the reading room
yanhan came and we had kfc, pocket banditto! it's back ya
off we went to punggol marina for wakeboarding
i wonder how many times we got lost for the day, this was just the first!
started to rain effing heavy and it became effing cold, like making ppl shiver
2 person had some debate about mama and papa while waiting
at 4 we went off to the sea!
my adrenaline rush for wakeboarding has been revived, who cares about getting tan?! HAHA
went to commonwealth, got lost
went to hillview, got lost
went to lot1, still ok
went to town, got lost
ended up at raffles city din tai feng instead of paragon's
off to timbre substation with the goodfellas!
drank pineapple and lemonade malibu, it's the sex!
red face, high, nonsense, stone all came out
i just enjoy sitting in the car with mel and yanhan listening to the isongs, nice ride! please don't get lost too much
oh ya, had 2 redbull plus another one later one in one day, so addictive for keeping the energy high.

verlust_g @ 2009-06-26T22:14:00

2009-06-26T14:21:09Z

deforestation!
i'm going to go to lala land now, please don't wake me up

oh yea i so in love this song, tonight by FM Static:

I remember the times we spent together
on those drives
We had a million questions
all about our lives
and when we got to New York
everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
tonight

I remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
and the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
and stayed out way too late
I remember the time you SAT AND told me about your Jesus
and how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes
not having you here...

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

i know that you won't be the one who is going to hold my hand when i fall down
but one day i just hope that that will change
a big improvement, keep decreasing everyday and you'll be fine

verlust_g @ 2009-06-25T02:47:00

2009-06-24T18:49:28Z

i never felt this way before
clear headed as ever
really going to treasure my life now
fuck care the past fuck care the future
L4D, please wait!

verlust_g @ 2009-06-03T13:35:00

2009-06-03T05:40:57Z

like seriously, who says lasik is painless?
it's fucking painful and scary okay.
imagine, your eyes forced open
bright lights shinning on your eyes
lots of objects touching your eyeball
den suddenly you hear this cutting sound
your cornea is off you see blurred images
than you need to focus on something red
than you smell burning smell
your eyeball is heated up
but yet you still have to concentrate without moving
tears involuntary gushing out
after that, you still must endure some equipments and water blowing into your eyes
putting back of your cornea, the super uncomfortable feeling
after it's done, there's still the other eye
endurance gena is what got me through
beauty has a price tag indeed, but this is way too much

verlust_g @ 2009-06-01T23:23:00

2009-06-01T15:24:31Z

how to love and care, minus the misery and disappointment

-learning in progress

verlust_g @ 2009-05-26T13:15:00

2009-05-26T05:23:45Z

look what ong showed me

is this really coming from him?
a date on thurs? yea right, rather hell from him

verlust_g @ 2009-05-20T15:21:00

2009-05-20T07:25:47Z

smoking = sexah?
tar kills, while nicotine addicts
becareful about dropping your jaw too widely, cos muscles tear
my sugar dream, my sweetest drug

verlust_g @ 2009-05-19T12:46:00

2009-05-19T04:50:15Z

welcome to malaysia again, this time, i had to sneak out with my red book with the excuse of hitting sentosa
massage was relaxing, food was awesome
everything was painted like a perfect picture for the exception of a missing someone

verlust_g @ 2009-05-10T16:43:00

2009-05-10T08:43:56Z

I don’t know about what is done in this world, please let me have a look inside.
If even this is not possible, i don’t know what i’m going to do with this world.
This cold and hard world without any sense of anticipation.
The sense of belongingness is gone, deep into the core.
Gone with the winds it is said.

verlust_g @ 2009-05-10T13:30:00

2009-05-10T05:31:59Z

i’m back from thailand, sick like swine.

school have started for yet a week and presentations are coming in with the aware campaign due tml

this is so zzz.

they are so strict in marking attendance nowadays that i’m forced to climb out of my bed at 7.

but the timing are as short as usual, ending at 12 normally

oh yea, happy 21st fiona!

verlust_g @ 2009-04-28T00:46:00

2009-04-27T17:51:11Z

BOOOHOOO!!!!
i'm i bangkok at my hotel lobby using the free internet typing with my long nails.
on my right is some indian guy and on his right is belinda teng pei ling.
i'm fucking tired now all due to shopping, which i'm super happy about.
the stuff i bought are freaking nice and i bought a lot of them, i mean a lot.
on the first night when we landed, we stood outsides this 711 and guess what?
2 fucking idiots approached us thinking we're selling our bodies -.-
i regret bringing more money
and it so happens that my bf is in thailand too.
gonna carry on shopping tml!!!!! more stuff. oh yea.
we bought shopping bags to put all our stuff, convenient ya?
but it's freaking heavy, so sl went to tie a plastic bag on the handle so that we can pull it. LOL
my legs are freaking seriously, and i think i ate a lot everyday.

3 more days to go.....

verlust_g @ 2009-04-03T01:30:00

2009-04-02T17:34:47Z

with just barely more than a week to go, i'm starting to wonder whether i'll finish my horrible assignments on time =(

i know i've been a bad girl; barely attending lessons this whole week; guilty as charged

i've been just so lazy to update this journa, which i know i'll regret in future. no entries, no memories to look back next time lor.

verlust_g @ 2009-03-16T15:19:00

2009-03-16T07:23:53Z

life's kind of boring, enough of clubbing 3 times a week heading out everynight and sleeping only when mr sun is up. skipped the whole week of school last week with my endless night outings. i really want to have one day where i could sleep as early as 10 in the night and wake up for school the next day. kind of miss that type of life already although it's just a week. i had enough of playing. time to hit the books and finish up my assignments weighing a ton.

coming to that, i have my featured article to do. "featured article" WHAT? i have no idea what it is or what to do. dratz.

aven =)

verlust_g @ 2009-01-31T09:29:00

2009-01-31T01:34:04Z

i should haven listened to that someone and not gulp half the box of crackers down my throat ytd.
nw i'm suffering from post trachea sickness, and i'm too scared to tell that someone.
all i'm going to try to salvage this is to drink barrels of water.
hopefully i will be all and well tonight for gambling in tampinese with X and K!

did i mention that this world is so freaking small!
i saw K at someone's fren house during the new year!
saw alex, jon and andreas too! long time no see!

verlust_g @ 2009-01-29T18:21:00

2009-01-29T10:44:00Z

ladies and gentlemens, chinese new year is here and it's the time for gambling once again.
variety can be from the all classic blackjack to working your brains out in texas holdem.
of course, one can never forget the all-so-famous game of mahjong played by "aunties" and "taitais"

this year, so far, i've gone to c's frens house and stan-the-dushen's house.
did i mention that i ALWAYS lose in stan's house? i think his house, or rather HIM, sways me.

i still remmebered, last time we would always play the FAKE 51/2 or 36/2.
but now the du shen has up his stakes and grew 10 more balls to play REAL 51 with 6 tais.

my mama (dad's mother) is somewhere in china, so therefore, we don't need to go bai nian haha!
thx god that i have my licence, if not i'll be donating unnecessary money to CABS.

gen's open house on sat! cya there!

verlust_g @ 2009-01-23T22:15:00

2009-01-23T14:22:15Z

blogging is meant to be enjoyable, meaning write at your own time and own target and own thoughts. NOT!

i need to write my thoughts about readings everyweek about PR. you know how tedious it is???? and sometimes i'm just brain dead like now..............

ate steamboat and porridge at TBP. cheap cheap leh. went to bugis after sch today with T. supposed to go to the library to get our debate done, but ended up shopping. bought around 5 pieces of clothes... some $10 some $30. but it's okay. it's been awhile since i went shopping.

anw, i'm missing the stupid sa mi who is underground right now. waiting for his call while wanting to go to bed. well, we're going to town to walk around tml! yayness hehe.

and i'm going to koreaaaaaa on the 14th to 20th feb. =( valentine's day on the plane and not with you.

verlust_g @ 2009-01-18T18:37:00

2009-01-18T10:37:38Z

a new life, a new chapter

verlust_g @ 2008-12-31T21:58:00

2008-12-31T14:09:09Z

bought lots of stuff from vs and f21
i can safely say that this is my last shopping spree for the year 2008!
hopefully 2009 will be a better year

2008 passed so quickly, well, this is how i feel every year on 31st dec.
i actually managed to get a few things done this year actually.

1) complete my foundation year
2) get my driving licence
3) achieve something in modelling
4) did something "major"
5) slim down by a bit, by the unhealthy way, but not slim enough
6) buy a dog
7) have p in my life
8) pierced my tongue and naval
9) dyed my hair super light brown
10) stop cutting my hair until it's relatively long
11) go to thailand
12) quit "huang-ing" i think

i think this is about it. 08 was fast, but lots of things happened. i think it is one of the more promising year i had.

usually, pinning down my new year resolutions are not something i would do
but, since i'm at home instead of squeezing with half of singapore in siloso or orchard of dte or anywhere, exception time!

i seriously hope this will all be achieved in 2009 okay,

1)fix my hair
2)pack my room, wardrobe and everything and make it stay that way
3)train iko to be a better girl
4)try to change for p
5)don't buy useless stuff
6)stop being a spoilt princess at home
7)fix my complexion and face

and the list goes on, not much of a resolution i guess haha, but i don't think i'll ever get anything on a resolution done anw.
i love my family friends and especially my boyfriend.
i hope those i cherish wont leave me during the coming year and live well!

bad luck go away, good luck come

and i'll be reaching my BIG2 next year, scary.... my life as a teenager is disappearinggggggggg

last post of 2008.

verlust_g @ 2008-12-24T12:58:00

2008-12-24T05:00:26Z

can't believed i glued myself to the computer to finish up 3 books. twilight, new moon and eclipse. gotta read breaking dawn asap. it's driving me crazy.

who would ever think that vampires and love would ever cross paths?

anw, merry christmas to all =)